February 2010
"I give 10 fucks."
Thank you. <3
I wish you would stop saying you’re not worth the grief.
Depite
the below post. Today was a good day. Thanks Alan&Dante for all those laughs. <3 Thanks my board for being so fabulous and thanks Tim for driving me.
It’s people like these that help me look back on the better things in today…over the fact that my parents are overcontrolling beezies :)
Oh and thanks Dante’s momma for dropping me off at Togo’s.
I fucking
hate it in California. I want to fucking leave this shithole. If you won’t support me, I’m going anyway. I hate this place. I hate how crappy you fucking take rankings. I’d rather pay off my own fucking tuition. I hate it here. I want to get out. I want to experience the world. I don’t want to go to Berkeley, Harvard or Stanford. I want to go to a place that I WANT to learn...
January 2010
SCVMUN DAY 2
Was great. I felt that after today, I’m actually gettin’ the hang of things. Now I’m excited for BMUN. <3 RESEARCH HUNGARY.
Finished SCV, went to the closing ceremony. Made new friendsss and met up with old ones. I love these things. Went out to eat after at Tony &Alba’s with Tamar, Becca, Natalie, Kunal, Jesse, Rumneek and Miranda. Love these peoplee!
ANDREA AND...
SCVMUN Day 1
I was at school from 7:20AM up until like 10:45PM. Rumneek and I had fun at the caucus although we didn’t do thorough enough research. That nigga better sign on aim soon!
I was getting all aughaughaugh until the pages showed up. I love Eric, Sharon, Jackson, and David <33 You guys are adorable.
“Hey Cuties. -Austria.” Sharon to Eric: “FROM AUSTRIA!!!*NUDGENUDGE*”...
How many times we forgive just because we don't...
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SEX
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Jeesus. LOLOLOL. I really thought that I’d last longer.
that’s what he said.
In life, you don't get the people you want. You...
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Things to do TODAY
APCHEM [ ]Supp. Packet [x]Book Questions(6:39) [x]Practice Test [ ]STUDY. (Note to self, if you could successfully study for the final of 11 chapters in five hours, you can finish studying for this chapter in two hours.)
[x]THT Calc. (finished as much as I can. WTF IS AB6..?!) [ ]Read Cuckoo’s nest pg 28 [x]Print out the essay. PRINT IT. [x]Finish position paper
I am going to do this. NOW.
You get in the biggest fights with the people you...
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Stressed
I’m starting to feel the stress now. Starting second semester. AUGH.
Things on my plate: School; AP Exam prep Chem AP test Friday Calculus THT’s every..day.. English..essays..projects.. Boston U visit in two weeks..come onn, come already
Clubs; VSA Show Key Club divisional elections IRC, SCVMUN, BMUN
Relationships; l.o.l.
I just have to go through hell this year. If I get...
SCVPOSITIONPAPER
A last post until I can get myself out of this dreadful hole of a position paper. Augh. First off, I’d like to start it.
It’s nice to know that you think of me every night before you go to sleep. Thank you.
The feeling of accomplishing workloads = amazing.
The feeling of knowing that you put out your hardest effort for the day, and did everything in your power = amazing.
The...
I'm working hard
right now so I can block you out of my mind. It’s not working, obviously. I need to go take a shower and then get back to work. I shalt not rest until I finish everything!
Empty
This feeling is boring. I need to find another emotion.
One
message can turn my whole day around. Thank you.
But the fact of the matter is that I’m still questioning you. Are you really what I think you are? I hope you are not selfish enough to make me believe in things that are untrue. I hope this is a front that you put on for her.
Dammit. I’m questioning other people’s morals now. “I have tried to make clear that it is wrong to...
With my head held high, I'll just pretend that I'm...
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Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
I’ve been an introvert lately, but I’d like to go back to being an extrovert. It was nice.
Ask me anything
If you could wake up as anyone tomorrow, who would it be?
I’m quite sure the person knows who he is, therefore, no need for any names.
Do you
Tell her you love her? I wonder. It took me months before I could tell you.
Things to do tonight
[ ] Calculus THT [x] Try to finish English Essay by tonight (11:00 PM ; two hours) [ ] Research “Post Traumatic Stress Disorder” [ ] Add a paragraph or two to my position paper Augh..what a terrible list.
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What’s the kindest thing someone has ever done for you?
The kindest..in a sense that I am most grateful for? This is sort of bittersweet, seeming to how it was definitely not the best feeling in the world at that moment, but now I realize that it was one of the best things someone has ever done for me. You never came back.
Ask me anything
If you could go back in time 10 years and tell your...
I don't wanna be apart of this
Seriously. I just want to quit, but I hate that word, I hate giving up and quitting. But under this leadership, it’s the only logical choice. I will just deal with this for the next few months, then I am permanently done with this club. I have a duty to my friends to keep my position and carry through with this for the year. I can’t wait for it to be overrrr. Augh.
My playlist
Maybe - Ingrid Michaelson Someday - Rob Thomas Over It - Katharine McPhee Circle - Marques Houston You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift Crushed - Rosetta You and Me - Lifehouse
How depressing, lol.
Human Beings
royroy:
are social creatures. We all have a deep yearning for emotional bonds. These emotional bonds are not simply any bonds though. The relationship between friends, while important, is not enough.
We all need to be completely devoted to some individuals. Early in life, those people are our parents. We depend on them for merriment, compassion, trust, and even life itself. But this dependence...
New
Hair, new motivations and inspirations.
I hate my hair. At least it’s healthy now.
Maybe - Ingrid Michaelson
If you’re reading this, I am thinking about you very often.
I don't wanna be the one to say, "Goodbye" But I will, I will, I will I don't wanna sit on the pavement while you fly But I will, I will Oh, yes, I will 'Cause maybe in the future, you're gonna come back You're gonna come back around Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back You're gonna come back Oh, the only way to really know...
Ever notice the only people we complain about are...
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I did it.
I feel like I made the right decision. Only time will tell me now. How cliche, I know.
I’m excited to no longer have those endless repetitive conversations that end in the same way. I’m excited for you making your own decisions on whether you need to talk to me or not. In your life, there will be plenty of people who want to tell you what they want you to do, there will be plenty of...
Allie: You arrogant son of a bitch.
Noah: Would you just stay with me?
Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin'
Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
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Get a load of me, get a load of...
Letting it go
It’s a pattern. We get through these long conversations with starting it happy and enthusiastic, then we gradually enter the depressing stages toward the end. I hate these. Understand that I HAVE to let this go if you really want to test yourself. “I don’t want to test myself anymore.” You have the best of both worlds right now, you knew that this day would come sooner or...
There's always going to be the one thing you wish...
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I remember
What helped me get through my last break up. Music.
Over It - Katharine Mcphee
bolding
theobscure:
Bold the things that apply to you.
My shortest relationship was a month. I’ve had a few short-term boyfriends. I’ve been given flowers. I’ve been given chocolate. I’ve been given shoes/clothes. I’ve been given jewelry. I’ve been kissed in the rain. I’ve been kissed under the stars. I’ve been kissed on a roller coaster. I’ve been kissed in a pool. I’ve been kissed underwater. I’ve...
Boston U.:Feeling Boxed In
http://www.bu.edu/ar/2009/7/
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What was your favorite year?
I liked it when I was younger. I liked not having to deal with anything. Now it’s like…I just want to explode.
Ask me anything
Sometimes we expect more from others because we'd...
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Please forgive me for what I'm about to do
But I don’t want to forgive you for what you’re doing to me. Everyday, every night, every minute of every day. I hope I’m just being frivolous and assuming things, but in reality, who am I fooling right? You and I both know what’s going on, it’s just that neither of us are going to say anything about it. We want to keep this thing between us, but sometimes, in order...
2 types of friends
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In my opinion.
Come-and-go: The type of friends that you fucking love chillin’ with. You have the same interests, always down for eachother. They soon take advantage of your kindness. You then act like a pushover. You have fun with these kind of people then suddenly, they just leave out of nowhere. You try hittin’ them up but they...
I just want you to know that I’ve been fighting to...
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Why can't we have what we need? It seems as though...
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If the pain of holding on hurts more than the pain...
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It's hard to watch people change right in front of...
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